Life...what does it means?

Hey there,
    What a boring single emo life I'm having today...its like theres nothing to do when you're single, emo and mentally broke....its like living in a land of darkness and you're all alone in the center of the dark world. Life sometimes doesn't mean anything to me....its just something that is given and taken away at the end. Life is pointless that way....I mean, why must life be taken away? Its just so weird sometimes....if life will be taken away from us, we shouldn't move on...it doesn't mean anything. 


      I think death is sometimes the most wonderful part of life because its the time we don't need to worry about anything and just be free from our dark situations. Life is like nothing but a piece of bloody crap....but to others its like..."Life has a meaning" or "The answer to a good life is to move on with it." or "Life is something we should  accept and use it well." I mean what the ass are you talking about? If we should accept life...why must we die at the end? Why must it end? Its just so stupid....


       When I hear people tell each other to just move on with life....I feel like putting the gun at their head and pulling the trigger. Seriously, just keep it to yourself....you don't need to tell the whole world about moving on with life.....you don't even know whats happening in our life.


         We lost everything and everyone in life....we suffer every motherf-ing hell you gave to us...we suffered and suffered....every single drop of tears and blood has a meaning we are crying and hurting ourselves.If you think life is that good for you....try feeling the pain that we are feeling now...and it'll make you realize how stupid you are to makes us like this.


          You know whats life? Life is nothing. What does it means? It means life is cruel, harsh, empty and pointless.....its just a little a piece of heaven.


Kiss me Im emo,
Marc